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In November (B-Side)
04:29
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In November
I only feel this pain inside, the pictures are reminders.
Of what we had once been, of things we’ll never share again.
These words mean nothing now.
When tears come falling down.
Consumed by empty promises, you realize the consequence.
In November, when things come to pass, will nothing last? I remember, no apology.
In November, one choice to make, a life at stake.
I remember, no apology.
One day we’ll owe an explanation.
I will not be surprised.
To have the questions answered, in my child’s eyes.
A hopeless dream I cannot mend.
A broken heart I can’t defend.
The wounds remain unhealed, until the truth’s revealed.
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Could've Had It All
In leaving me behind. You’ll realize.
I never cheated, always
believed it. Would last a lifetime.
You were my everything.
And without sympathy. You got what you wanted.
When there’s nothing left inside. No emotion. Heartless and unkind.
Like devastation. You sell your virtue.
Bring this pain upon you.
I never meant to fall. You could’ve had it all.
You sell your virtue. Bring this shame upon you.
Your backs against the wall. We could’ve had it all.
Where are the values? There was no honesty.
Respecting your decision. To destroy this family.
Trying for months to repair, the uncertain damage.
When I’d done nothing wrong, I know you planned this.
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Obsession
05:36
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Obsession
I storm the dance floor to see your reaction.
This desire in you, requires interaction.
You need a fix tonight, my name is satisfaction.
I’m never looking for love and attention.
I think the girls in this scene are pretentious.
You want to be like them.
l think I’ll use you then.
Trapped in your mind too much aggression.
We were a fantasy, not a reality.
Your sanity relies on depression.
This is nothing more than obsession.
I see your mindset. This is obsession.
Listen, can you hear me now.
I cannot even enter the club alone.
That look upon your face, tells of something wrong.
Eyes are turning against me, like I don’t belong.
Guessing somehow the message didn’t get through.
Commitments not what I want, I’m only using you.
A decision to be free, you don’t even know me.
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Insecurity (B-Side)
04:48
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Insecurity
Another day passes by, without a chance to regain.
You’re losing what I, would call an identity.
Walking without a name.
I’ve accepted the things I cannot control,
regret won’t set me free.
I cannot forgive you. For what you’ve done to me.
Now I stand and face you, without compromise.
Insecurity. You only see what you want to see.
Insecurity. Coming apart at the seams,
infected like a disease.
Insecurity. There’s no self esteem,
only broken dreams.
Insecurity. Some things aren’t meant to be.
Betrayal in you grows darker now, it runs deeper than this...ocean of tears. No explanation to me, could ever save your pride.
Hiding behind a facade.
As though you’ve done no wrong.
I’ve suffered more than you can imagine.
You could not sympathize.
Now it’s my, pain you’ll recognize.
You’re all alone with your Insecurity.
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Obvious
04:49
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Obvious
Don’t want to cry myself to sleep anymore.
I’m only wasting away, here in this bed all alone.
I won’t give in to this emptyness invading my soul.
And somehow deep inside, I doubt you’ll realize I’m gone.
Regret seems endless now.
The passion between us dies.
What I once felt for you, there are no words to describe.
You’re so oblivious, to my thoughts and feelings.
When it comes to us, I’ve stopped believing.
It’s obvious, when you hear me cry.
Do you care at all? You make it obvious.
I’m through with all the excuses.
There’s no need to explain.
Living without a conscience, you believe it’s a game.
I’m sinking into regret, this pain you can’t rearrange.
To feel resentment inside, is an assessment of blame.
You say I’m the only one.
You’ve made your choice again.
I’ll spend the night alone, feeling nothing.
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6. |
Chemistry
04:49
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Chemistry
Another Wednesday comes around,
the feeling of night time calling.
The 7th night of August.
On which your fate's unfolding.
Now you're shadowed with eyes.
You made the first move.
Is this love in disguise?
It's myself I have to prove.
You're falling hard. (Hard) We just might take this too far. (Far) I want to take you over. It's me you want to discover. (Discover her)
Descending into reality. (Heart)
I can't explain this exposure.
So come a little closer. (Closer)
We can't ignore the Chemistry.
We parted ways alone that night.
Fueled by a cellular exchange.
We shared a look between us.
Emotions that couldn't be explained.
I approached your store that day.
Adrenaline running through my veins.
With 2 red roses in my hand.
Willing to give my heart away.
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Visualize
05:19
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Visualize
I lived with the pain of deception, but emotions in me
had to make things right.
In searching for an answer. I found my destiny.
And generated a whole new life.
Guilty as charged, I am yours for the taking.
Once we agreed to take things slow.
We found ourselves, ignoring our own advice.
With circumstances beyond our control.
Visualize. Imagine what I’m feeling.
At last we are revealing. My heart's no longer aching.
Visualize. Love and understanding.
Life is so demanding. All I need is patience.
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Illusion
05:17
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Illusion
Realize the life that I can show you.
Everything my heart has never shared.
Blinded by innocence in your eyes.
I’ll replace all fears you feel inside.
So if you need to forget. Too many things you regret.
Remember, This love is no Illusion.
You’re all I’m waiting for.
I lay my heart on the line. No matter what you decide.
Remember, My love is no illusion. You’re all I’m living for.
We can overcome this time we’ve lost.
Nothing ever will come between this bond.
Our precious moments locked in time.
We’re leaving the past in us behind.
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Destiny
06:17
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Destiny
I'd give myself until the end of time.
Because I believe in everything we can be.
When you look into these eyes, you see inside of me.
An eternity of love, we can only dream of.
One chance to live. Before my heart begins to fade.
One life to give.A sacrifice that will be made.
One love will be. The one you cannot live without.
Can’t you see? There is no doubt. You are my Destiny.
You know it's fate, when there is no one else.
Yet we question everything we know in life.
How can I prove, I was meant for you.
True love exists with compromise.
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10. |
Each Second Suffering
04:28
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Each Second Suffering
Searching the digital screen.
Just a word to get you by. This night alone.
Will the message come through again?
You take another pill. This life is standing still.
You don’t exist tonight.
Tomorrow will be the same old thing.
Calls on the phone, and stories of drinking all night.
Consumed by one addiction.
Each second suffering. You wait there by the door.
Minutes pass you by. Each second suffering.
You’re anticipating. No longer waiting.
You walk into the room. To see it’s true.
What has it done to you?
You come into work a mess.
Insomnia, entraps you countless times.
The sun is blinding.
Somehow you struggle through. With agony.
You take another pill.
Watching the clock count down.
Signing on again with no response.
You’ve given into the game.
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11. |
Intruder
03:48
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Intruder
This system collapses, the end is beautiful.
No two collisions in line.
Produce the exact same visuals.
Consequences decide, this processed determination.
A decision to replace me.
How could I have known?
Our time, would end so fast.
Even though I walk alone. I know the intruder.
I cannot forgive you. I cannot forget.
I know the intruder.
A conflict inside, we need to understand.
Inside I visualize, deception.
The pain being inflicted around us.
Emotional states of confusion, are useless.
In the end. You know. I know.
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12. |
Flood of Emotion
05:00
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Flood of Emotion
Sinking to the level of so many before you, in a desperate plea for attention.
Remember the words, I’ll never be the one to leave.
Suspended in time, remaining truthfully.
In a flood of emotion. You’ll see it.
Like a tide to the ocean. Always, changing.
In tears of sadness. Believing, deceiving.
We’ll never know the difference. Time is rearranging.
You can’t expect I’d believe. The tears, I see.
They’re not for me.
Conviction lies among the false pretension.
When saving yourself becomes a fallacy.
My only intention is to move on.
I’ve now removed myself, from all your drama.
You can’t expect I’d believe. Your words.
Tonight. I know your lies.
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Provision is: Ian Sol & Breye Sevenex.
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